Havent blogged in a while. The way my life is going, you would think i would do it every day.
I have gone into a holding pattern mode. I don't care about anything anymore. Nothing matters, I am happy but for a fleeting moment and I am sad for the same.
God has done good things for me that I can't explain and I have had to endure some shady times that I can't explain. I feel like Solomon "meaningless meaningless everything is meaningless"
Then I went to a prayer service and the pastor was talking about Abram and how he didn't know where he was going and he still went. He went because he believed God. I felt like God saying "don't you give up on me now, I never gave up on you." I felt the wind knocked out of me. That is the truth, is it not?
God has never given up on me. Therefore just because I can't see where He is taking me right now, doesn't mean I give up.
Love God and the rest will follow.
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