Ever have someone snap at you for absolutely no reason at all? I have someone in my life who does this every time they are around me. They go days without seeing me or speaking to me and the time that this person does share with me is always about the yelling at me, correcting me or ridiculing me for something. I am not positive as to why this happens, I am not sure why this person chooses to do this to me.
Last weekend, I saw this person around other people and they were all touched by this person's gentleness and kindness. So what is it about me that brings out the worst in this person? Tonight I was sitting around, minding my own business when suddenly I was given the third degree about random things and then told that I should not even check the mail if I was going to forget to bring it inside. (I accidentally left it in the car.)
I am at a loss for words, tears and feelings about this situation. everyone keeps saying God is going to fix it, well... i guess it has to get a whole lot worse before it gets better??? I dont want to give up and run but how much more of this do I have to endure?
My only comfort is that if Jesus can give His life for me while wearing a crown of thorns...I can endure some harsh words...
I love you more than words... despite the words...
Love God and the rest will follow
Last weekend, I saw this person around other people and they were all touched by this person's gentleness and kindness. So what is it about me that brings out the worst in this person? Tonight I was sitting around, minding my own business when suddenly I was given the third degree about random things and then told that I should not even check the mail if I was going to forget to bring it inside. (I accidentally left it in the car.)
I am at a loss for words, tears and feelings about this situation. everyone keeps saying God is going to fix it, well... i guess it has to get a whole lot worse before it gets better??? I dont want to give up and run but how much more of this do I have to endure?
My only comfort is that if Jesus can give His life for me while wearing a crown of thorns...I can endure some harsh words...
I love you more than words... despite the words...
Love God and the rest will follow
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