Why...

Things in life occur and often we wonder why...

As a Christian, the standard line is "God has a reason." well somedays I wish I knew that reason.

Danny is in a coma, he got hit by a drunk motorcyclist while crossing the road.

It was his birthday the night he got hit. No one can explain the reason. But in my heart I keep hearing Danny, "God is still God!" no matter what God is in control even if I feel like things are spinning out of control because in the end it's not about me.

In the end God will be glorified because He undoing and doing something in all of us.

So tonight if your world is falling apart, or you are in the process of picking up the pieces, know that there's a lesson in all of this. The key is to find the lesson and apply it to your life.

Application of the lesson is key, let it sink in and make sure there was something that came out all this pain and suffering. I personally don't want to go through all these trials and not learn something.

I am holding on to hope that Danny will wake up and he will live a full life glorifying to our God Almighty!

Join me will you in that prayer?

Love God ( in all circumstances) and the rest will follow!

Christmas service Calvary 2011

Jesus paid the price but salvation is going to cost you something...

1. You have to give up your will because you have be in His will!
Romans 10 the word is near you, if you confess with your mouth, one believes...

Your will is the noun... His will is the verb...His interest in your life. There has to be an exchange...

Don't hold onto your will like the african monkey holds on to the warm rice.

2. Give up your worry for Gods peace.
John I go to prepare a house...

Trouble: agitate
Don't let your hearts be agitated.
Philippians 4 the peace of God that surpasses all understanding... Gods peace doesn't come from understanding.
Sometimes God will allow storms to make you urn to God. Let go of your worry and your pride.

3. John 16 give up your sorrow for Jesus' joy.
We have turned this into something about us. We don't know what we have until it's gone. This is just earth, don't expect heaven on earth.

Every tear will have sufficient explanation once Jesus returns.

4. Turn in your wrong for Jesus' right...
I John ch 1 if we say we don't sin, then we are liars. Guilt s a factor within the inner system. If you don't feel remorse, then there is something wrong with you.

5. Give Jesus your possibility of Hell for the promise of Heaven. Jesus said you are either for me or against me, there is no gray. If you reject the gift of eternal life, and you are free to do so. John 3:36 then you will get judgment and the wrath of God. Make a choice.

Annnnnnd its been a while... all over again...hahaha... maybe blogging is dying out of my world... then again sometimes its just what I need.

soooo whats happened since we last met?

I went to India!

yeaaaa thats right my people... I went to India on my own account not to visit family and not becasue some died... i went becasue God made it possible...

I had a chance to meet with lepers, orphans and other children of God...

I might sound like a crazy woman when I say this but I dont care!

Jesus let me hang out with Him as He works among these people and I will never trade it for anything in this world!

Coming back to "real life" has been hard but I know that God has me here for a reason and I will find my contentment in that. My eyes have been opened to so much about God's heart and His want and His love. I am so beyond blessed to have been a part of that occurence. Also, I started my new class today, seems like it should be fun. I am going through rollercoasters again and somehow I wouldnt want it any other way. Jesus is all the strength I need and want.

My golden birthday is coming up in 5 days. sounds pretty by that name but this means that I am ending my 20s in 5 days... wow! I will officially be walking in the 30th year of my life. BUT I FIND COMFORT THAT I AM NOT TECHNICALLY 30 yet! hahahahah

I never thought i would be here at this age but then again who in this world has any ability to look into the future? Ms. Cleo, where you at? hahaha

Its a good thing my joy comes from my salvation and not from this world because my flesh would find a way to twist this into something sad. When I cant see my next step, I lean on my Jesus for his word is the lamp unto my feet. I shall where my Maker leads and be content that ALL THINGS TOGETHER for my good!

Love God and the rest will follow!