Christmas service Calvary 2011

Jesus paid the price but salvation is going to cost you something...

1. You have to give up your will because you have be in His will!
Romans 10 the word is near you, if you confess with your mouth, one believes...

Your will is the noun... His will is the verb...His interest in your life. There has to be an exchange...

Don't hold onto your will like the african monkey holds on to the warm rice.

2. Give up your worry for Gods peace.
John I go to prepare a house...

Trouble: agitate
Don't let your hearts be agitated.
Philippians 4 the peace of God that surpasses all understanding... Gods peace doesn't come from understanding.
Sometimes God will allow storms to make you urn to God. Let go of your worry and your pride.

3. John 16 give up your sorrow for Jesus' joy.
We have turned this into something about us. We don't know what we have until it's gone. This is just earth, don't expect heaven on earth.

Every tear will have sufficient explanation once Jesus returns.

4. Turn in your wrong for Jesus' right...
I John ch 1 if we say we don't sin, then we are liars. Guilt s a factor within the inner system. If you don't feel remorse, then there is something wrong with you.

5. Give Jesus your possibility of Hell for the promise of Heaven. Jesus said you are either for me or against me, there is no gray. If you reject the gift of eternal life, and you are free to do so. John 3:36 then you will get judgment and the wrath of God. Make a choice.

Annnnnnd its been a while... all over again...hahaha... maybe blogging is dying out of my world... then again sometimes its just what I need.

soooo whats happened since we last met?

I went to India!

yeaaaa thats right my people... I went to India on my own account not to visit family and not becasue some died... i went becasue God made it possible...

I had a chance to meet with lepers, orphans and other children of God...

I might sound like a crazy woman when I say this but I dont care!

Jesus let me hang out with Him as He works among these people and I will never trade it for anything in this world!

Coming back to "real life" has been hard but I know that God has me here for a reason and I will find my contentment in that. My eyes have been opened to so much about God's heart and His want and His love. I am so beyond blessed to have been a part of that occurence. Also, I started my new class today, seems like it should be fun. I am going through rollercoasters again and somehow I wouldnt want it any other way. Jesus is all the strength I need and want.

My golden birthday is coming up in 5 days. sounds pretty by that name but this means that I am ending my 20s in 5 days... wow! I will officially be walking in the 30th year of my life. BUT I FIND COMFORT THAT I AM NOT TECHNICALLY 30 yet! hahahahah

I never thought i would be here at this age but then again who in this world has any ability to look into the future? Ms. Cleo, where you at? hahaha

Its a good thing my joy comes from my salvation and not from this world because my flesh would find a way to twist this into something sad. When I cant see my next step, I lean on my Jesus for his word is the lamp unto my feet. I shall where my Maker leads and be content that ALL THINGS TOGETHER for my good!

Love God and the rest will follow!

Ever have someone snap at you for absolutely no reason at all? I have someone in my life who does this every time they are around me.  They go days without seeing me or speaking to me and the time that this person does share with me is always about the yelling at me, correcting me or ridiculing me for something. I am not positive as to why this happens, I am not sure why this person chooses to do this to me.

Last weekend, I saw this person around other people and they were all touched by this person's gentleness and kindness.  So what is it about me that brings out the worst in this person? Tonight I was sitting around, minding my own business when suddenly I was given the third degree about random things and then told that I should not even check the mail if I was going to forget to bring it inside. (I accidentally left it in the car.)

I am at a loss for words, tears and feelings about this situation.  everyone keeps saying God is going to fix it, well... i guess it has to get a whole lot worse before it gets better??? I dont want to give up and run but how much more of this do I have to endure?

My only comfort is that if Jesus can give His life for me while wearing a crown of thorns...I can endure some harsh words...

I love you more than words... despite the words...

Love God and the rest will follow